Some of you know me, some of you watch me for points, the occassional person watches me for my art, but most of you watch me for my antics and strange behavior, because you know I'm a wild, unpredictable beast which needs to be watched otherwise I'll bite your face off~ <3
I'll start this journal off by saying thankies very much to
because he is awesome and bought me a PM. (I'm sorry I wasted 2 months of it ;-; ) He's an amazing writer and person, go look at his pretty face and touch all his special things.
Ok, so I have no idea when my last journal was. Ummmm, I suppose I'll start at the beginning of last year.
January-February was boring.
In March I broke up with Scott, my sister left for Canada, I went into a depressive fit of horror and despair, as you do when you think you have no one and no where to go.
Then when April hit, I didn't do much but just wallowed and gamed. Gamed, gamed, gamed and more gaming.
In May I played DayZ Standalone so much that I got hooked up with a clan. My current Boyfriends clan. =3
Great story of how we met; one of the guys I was playing with shot one of my boyfriends clan guys then got killed himself, I decided to be a ninja and hold a shotgun to a doorway, Preach (the boyfriend) comes through the door I missed my shot and then he shot me in the neck.... .-. And I go unco..... AND then I said "GG, well played." And the powers of boobies compelled him to patch me up and make me a clan member. And then we played 800 hours of contineous talking and chilling. That's where the middle months went.
In late July he flew to me, in the start of August we flew to where he lives, then we were coming back to where I am in late September and shit went south.
(Depressing shit incoming)
One of the guys that I'd gamed with lived with Preach, they were pretty much brother's and when we told him we were coming back up here something must of clicked in him. He committed suicide in the room next door, we delayed our flight for a week. Preach's retarded sister blamed him and me for it .Mum also informed me around this time my sister in Canada nearly OD'ed but couldn't go through with it. And that's when we came back up to mine for awhile just to have a break from her and to get out of the house.
We ended up going back after Preach had settled down.
We stayed there until 15th of December, and then flew back up here. At that point Preach was determined to move out so we have his stuff pack back down where he lives. And by the looks he has a job up here.
In January my sister in Canada called in the middle of the night (2am) and told us she had cancer. Her Surgury is on Thursday/Friday this week to remove it. Its on her tongue, so they'll be removing half of it, giving her a tracheostomy (temporary, just because the swelling will be impairing breathing.) she'll have her tongue reconstructed and all her lymph nodes in her neck/throat area removed, and then probably definitely radium.
(End of depressings)
So yeah, everythings up in the air at this stage BUT if Preach gets this job we'll probably be into our own house by June-July and gaming everyday... Again >.> XD
So yeah, I love you guys, I'll try and keep you updated and not just jump off of the face of the world again.